Coincidental crush..

My first eye spy with him was at CL(Career Launcher) .He was standing at a corner of the office and I was chatting with a friend. When my eyes turned towards him, my heart skipped a beat and I had a rush of adrenaline. I felt like running to him and jumping over him and …. (It is censored).I couldn't control myself from uttering “handu handu handu (handsome)….” repeatedly and loudly; fortunately my friend was there to shut me up. I had surely gone bonkers.

Second time was when I was on a rickshaw and he was walking on the road. I was surprised to see a guy like him without a bike. Out of the blue, our eyes met again. I was tickled a bit thinking "sorry dear, I can't give u a lift". Oh how I wish I could have given him the lift ! After some time at CL, he came in, I was sitting at the reception; one momentary eye lock and then I passed away!! And these never ending sequels just kept on happening.

A few days later, I was waiting for Anindita ma’am for a mock interview. I met Mona ma’am. That time i did not try to find him.I was going to attend a Gd pi at an MBA institute.I asked ma'am about my gd performance and some tips to handle the interview.She suggested me a few things and not just that, she praised about my new look and hairstyle.This got him into attention.She said good things about me to Anindita ma'am too and there I was, standing in the middle of the appraisal and blushing.

One day ,i missed a very good opportunity to meet him in person when he came to our class.Poor me :( I stood for a next chance.I went to CL to get some college details and of course,saw him again.He was sitting in the office and Mona ma'am yapping without a cause.He wasn't even interested in her.I went to the office asking mam about our next class.She hardly payed attention.I was a bit embarrassed,i asked again.She told me a wrong date.I actually knew when to come.You know why i went there?:p. Sadly,he didn't come to class again :(.But once i saw him pass from behind me. He is tall like my ex bf.He also somewhat looks like my bf,but he is any day better!

I wonder why I get these goosebumps whenever i see him and also can't understand why such coincidences keep on happening to me.Is it just so normal like a coincidence or something more? May be because i want to see more of him everyday and my dreams get lucky.

One time,i went to the washroom to comb my hair.I had my radio ear phones on.I heard some knocks on the door.I deliberately ignored thinking "I am not going to open until I am ready to go out" . When the knocking didn't stop,i quickly opened the door and what tha?...I saw him again,.. looking in an urgency :-P. I had made up my mind before that I won't pay attention to him the next time i see him. I came out ,saw him and quickly turned my eyes away before he saw me. I did a pretty good job in showing off. I mean, its not that he can be the only cute guy to look upon. I am too ;-)

More surprises?Here we go again.It was today.I didn't plan to go to CL.It was because of my friend for who i had to do some shopping and CL was near the street.I wished he was there,and lucky me.I went there to talk with the director about my college selection.The director was busy at that time so I passed the time wandering around (of course to look for him).Couldn't find him,so i sat down and started chatting with a class mate.Out of nowhere,the cute guy glanced at me from the distance.Where was he hiding? lol.He came to the director's room and stared at me at the doorway.Suddenly I felt so shy,I lowered my head down from him.Boy what a crush! Now my eyes shy out from him lol.

Sometime later I went to drink water.Looks like i had some more to see of him.He was right in front of me but with a glass door between us.I moved around the window and kept myself busy to have a lil' peek at him.Sometimes talking to Prodipto sir ,you know,to create an impression,sometimes calling on the phone and voila,..i did pretty good at this.I received two phone calls consequently.I got so busy doing all these that i forgot to drink water and the maid took the glass away from me.Awesome,..I saved some more time drinking it again(haha!!!).Wow what a day!

Lets see, I also have a class tomorrow, may be some more surprises to come.I am just looking forward to it.I don't even know his name.My friend tells me to ask him out.Ya,what a joke,i can't even open my mouth to speak to him directly.I am just living in a bubble.But a few more coincidental attacks will surely make me fall for him.

Wish i had a cute boy to love me..